MarilynMarneed {♥}

2009-09-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

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Relink (:

2009-09-08T14:28:00.002+08:00

Trying out at this web.

http://weyoumeus.tumblr.com/

Tens

2009-09-07T19:53:00.004+08:00

The 10 Worst Mistakes You Can Make in a Relationship

Relationships are not great all the time, but there are things that you can do to avoid a disaster in yours. If you want to see that person for a long time, then you will have to follow a few tips on what not to do in your next relationship.

1. The Ex Factor

You will not be able to start a new relationship if you are still not over your last one. Ex's can ruin a really great thing, if you let them. Not to mention you should not be leading anyone on if you still have feelings for an ex. It starts the relationship off rocky, and it will not last.

2. The Big Three Words

Do not rush into saying I love you. Even if you feel it right away, it does not mean that you are ready to say it. You will probably scare them off, even if they feel the same way. Let the relationship blossom naturally. You will find the right time to say it, and it will be special. First, you need to keep them around long enough to say it.

3. Avoid Jealous Situations

We are all jealous at times. If it not over your bosses new car, then it is the fact that your boyfriend has an eye for blonds. It may make you really mad, but try to stay calm. Jealousy is something that you must work on. A little later in the relationship you can tell him it bothers you, but hey we are all human. It is not like he is asking for her number or anything. It shows you have confidence in yourself.

4. Never Cheat

This will surely end the relationship in its tracks. There are no excuses that can get you out of this one. If you are seriously trying to end a relationship then this will work, but avoid it if you want to pursue things.

5. Avoid Dwelling

By this I mean you cannot dwell on the past, or make assumptions about the future. Live in the present day, and do not take them for granted. If you are too worried about what might happen, or blame them for what has, you will never have the successful relationship that you are looking for in life. Live everyday like it is your last together; this will make you truly appreciate each other.

6. Friends Do Not Let Friends Run Relationships

Yes of course they are your friends, but that does not mean they have a say in what happens between you and your partner. Do not talk badly about their friends and hopefully they will have the same respect for you. You have to be careful not to lose your relationship with your friends as well. Relationships are time consumers, but your friends should always be able to rely on you.

7. The Change Issue

Never try to change who your partners is. That is why you fell in love with them, so why would you want to change them. It is not your responsibility to change them. If they do need to change, they have to do it on their own, so do not even try.

8. The Communication Key

Communication is the key to the success of any relationship. You must be prepared to tell them what is on your mind, and expect just that in return. If you do not, you will slowly notice the relationship start to deteriorate. Many people think communication is not a necessity, but it surely is if you want the relationship to last.

9. The Blame Game

Avoid blaming each other for problems that exist in your relationship. Really it is both of your problems, because you are a couple. You should be there for each other though the hard times, not constantly pointing fingers at each other. Any problems you have should be faced together. Why would you be together if you treat aspects of your life as a single person.

10. Do Not Feel It Anymore

Do not worry, this happens to a lot of people. However, you cannot lead them on any longer, or make them think that you are still in love. Sometimes when you are together, and you are strong in the beginning, then you will notice that the love will fade. Now of course do not think just because you are having a hard time, it does not mean that you are not in love anymore. Make sure your feelings are completely gone, before you make any rash decisions.

So there you have it. These 10 mistakes will leave your relationship empty, and eventually the relationship will end as a result. If you notice you are doing a few of these things, then try to change your behavior before it is too late.

2009-09-07T00:12:00.002+08:00

Finally 'm staying over at baby's place after so many days. Noon, went over t Parkway with Leen & meet up w Anthon. Walk'd around & we head t Tamp while Anthon head home. Walk'd around & we went back t my place for dinner :D Prepare & head off t Leen's place & slack first before heading t Hg. Cab down & wait'd for baby under his block, cause I paiseh.
Had some fun w th kids before heading t bed. It's nice t hug hug baby t sleep & I kno tht I keep wake up t ask baby hug hug me :D Late morning woke up & nua before we head down t 682 for brunch. Thn buy sth & head back t baby's place. Nua again before heading t Hg Pt & buy 4d. Th Q is damn f long sia ! Bus down t Compass Pt & baby is not-so-happy cause he cant buy his ZaKun or what, Idk. Will upload th photos soon (:
Head home & baby nua at my place till 10 plus & we went dwn t meet Eileen & bf. Nua & send baby t th bustop. Nua & went t look for Linng before heading back home.

Sigh, tml swimming, noone wan acc me. Eileen Tan Chee Bye also dunwan me liao ;(

Doing black mask at my place

2009-09-06T23:56:00.003+08:00

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

2009-09-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

This is how you spell H.O.L.I.D.A.Y. ! Last paper today & I jolly well kno I'll take th sub paper. Dun understand why people want t copy rather thn study hard ! Not fair~
After paper, train'd down t Tamp & met up with baby. Rate th movie G-Force for 3/5 stars. Th ending sibeh stupid. Aftertht, had KFC for dinner & baby accompany me t wait for bus (:
Home & I now sibeh tulan w alot ppl, except for baby & loves.

After so many months, finally I get t hug baby t sleep tml. But too bad, he work night, If not I wan t drop by Geylang for Smelly Toufu :D Anyw, 'm looking forward t tml :)

I believ, you are th one

2009-09-02T23:29:00.006+08:00

I like this pic alot !

Baby say I look like _____

2009-09-02T11:13:00.002+08:00

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.”
And of course the basic but stupidly ~~hard~~ to achieve in every relationship -
respect, understanding, chemistry and trust.

Sunshine after rain

2009-08-31T23:31:00.005+08:00

Guess noone love t quarrel w their other half. & today I jus throw my temper on baby after my paper. & I sibeh tulan/sad jus now tht there's tears in my eyes. Luckily we sort things out whn 'm on th way t Leen's place & baby came down t meet me.
Went over t 85 & baby send me home. He just left not long ago (:

Baby, sorry for what has happen today. You kno th reason behind it.
I love you & please kindly remember t use th facial wash & foot lotion. Dun make my effort/money go into th drain. TYVM.
XOXO,
Marilyn.

4 days...

2009-08-29T22:01:00.004+08:00

OUR LOVELY BF !

John Little with Eileen & her parents. Back t her house & sleep cause we slept at 4Am yester. Went down & suppose t study but we ordered mac & after eating, we went back her house t slack. Michael Jackson show & home at 930. Talking t baby now !
Baby, I miss you. Counting 4 days t see baby. Monday having first paper & 've not memorize even one unit. Fuckzxzx. Alot things t memorize siaaaaaaa _l_
Last paper on 4th & chaelt on 5th. Should be staying over at baby's place or outside on th 5th with babylove. Hopefully baby wan go out t stay laaaaaaaaaaa cause I ps lehhhh :s
Tml heading t Bugis w parens

Marry Me

2009-08-29T02:58:00.003+08:00

Yester(Thurs) lover off day. So early in th morning, went over t his place & suppose t swim in th noon, but it rained so we give it a miss. Tamp in th early evening & back t Bedok t study w Linng & Leen w th acc of baby :D Home at 9pm cause baby is getting bored alrey. Tabao Do & Me/Indian Rojak & home t eat. Baby doze off after eating & 'd a hard time wakin him up t go home.
Today, swimming w Leen thn we head t JL. & she's stayovering at my place tonight as she is doing her art.

Babybaby, you kno how much I love you,
sorry for those silly mistakes 've always made.

LJH's Baby

2009-08-24T10:45:00.003+08:00

~~Right~~ Left eye swollen, having flu, ~~no love~~. Fuckzx my life for these coming few days till 'm able t meet baby, which is on ~~Thurs~~. Thn all this stupid fuckzx illness will go away. Cause baby will kill em with his lovely meal, kiss & hugs.
Wahlao, ~~Sunday Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday~~ . 4 1 days cannot see baby lehhhh. Baby recently dun love me liao. Cause he keep work, dunwan care about me alry. Fuck you baby :D
So today planning is t study w SS at my area thn meet ETYL t jog(as she requested) thn dunno if Rae cheebye meeting us not. I think everyday planning will be th same, study/jogging. Jitao no life sia. After idk whn is th last paper, I'll fucking go enjoy & throw/burn/buried all my books ! Ask baby take leave bring me go out, thn I got mre time t help Rae CB with his stuffs.

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Ehub for pool session once after Leen ends her oral. Home t change & head t Ehub. Waited for dearest's bf t come & up we go :D Ken & Lisi came aftertht. & we head off t Downtown's kopitiam for dinner. Chit-chat & all of us took bus 12 home.
Tml heading over t baby's place. I want change into his big big tee thn doze off beside him. Thn baby will kiss kiss my eyes so tht th f swollen will go away :D
Tml, I'll bring some clothes t baby's place ( if I rmb) & a FBT Short. So tht if I go over in th future, I can chng out :D hehe~ Can ornot baby (?) I wan put all my stuffs ther, so tht no other girls(xcept his sisters/mom/niece) can go into his room. Sorry, but 'm selfish t share my bf & his everything cause I love him way too deep :D
So, see you tml baby(:

Mug

2009-08-23T12:30:00.003+08:00

Fuckzxz. I need t study like now alrey cause exams is in less thn 2 weeks ?! But with my lappy around me, I think it's hard for me t study. Lappy, Facebook, Blogger, Bed, Hp, Television. Fuckzx my house. & noone is available t go out & study w me today. Cash studio later on ! Bye !

I do, Baby

2009-08-22T22:53:00.003+08:00

Got almost all photos from Rae alrey. :D
Yester, met up w Rae, Mich & Ken tgt w Leen. Simpang Bedok for late night supper. & It rained all out of th sudden. Discuss about our job & pay stuffs thn me & dearest cab hme while th 3 of em continue slacking at there ( I think ).
Today, woke up & prepare thn head t Fiona's place & t take some stuffs from her. Thn baby came & fetch me from her place & we walk'd over t Hg Mall. Walk'd around & back t Hg Point t buy some stuffs & home. Suppose t study one, but I fell asleep while baby cooked. Ate & back t sleep cause 'm really too tired. Woke up & watch's Sg Idol & back t baby's room & nua before he send me t bustop.
Baby told me sth tht really made my day. He dunwan t work at St James anymre, he'll stick t his current job which is NTUC. Like finallyzxzx. :D :D :D
Baby, I'm willing t spend th rest of my life w you. How about you ?

Love

2009-08-19T23:12:00.002+08:00

Yester, met up w baby & we watch'd "where got ghost". Seriously, this movie is not-so-good like what I expected. Before movie, we dine in at some idk what coffee shop for chicken rice. Like nicezx only. After movie, baby accompany me home & he went home.
Today, went over t bibi's place ( Like finally ), sleep awhile thn baby went t work & I head back t inter & meet Eileen Tan Cheebye :D Mac & we went t library t study. SS came & we got th urge t sing K, so th three of us head t Cash Studio & sing. Linng join'd us aftertht. I think I tio influence by Ken & Lisi, cause I keep sing th song.
Th song is Mayday's 天使. Th original lyrics is :
像孩子依賴著肩膀
像眼淚依賴著臉龐
你就像天使一樣
給我依賴給我力量
像詩人依賴著月亮
像海豚依賴海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最後的天堂

But Ken's version is :
像孩子依賴著pumkin
像眼淚依賴著pumkin
你就像pumkin一樣
給我pumkin 給我pumkin
像詩人依賴著pumkin
像海豚依賴pumkin
你是pumkin 你是pumkin
你是我最初和最後的pumkin...

Thn Lisi version is :
像孩子依賴著Lambo
像眼淚依賴著Lambo
你就像Lambo一樣
給我lambo 給我lambo
像詩人依賴著lambo
像海豚依賴lambo
你是lambo 你是lambo
你是我最初和最後的lambo...

Fuck, seriously, don't ask me why isit Pumkin & Lambo, I jus dunno what this two guys are singing. Anyw, back t topic. Thn we chiong for busssssss ! We run from Princess mac till bus 14 there. Damn tiring siaaaaa ! Home & 'm talkin t my girls online & baby on th phone :D

Outing w Rae

2009-08-18T12:13:00.002+08:00

Yester, met up w Leen thn took a bus down t Marina Sq & met up w Rae & girlf. Had Cafe' Cartel for our lunch. Discuss on his blogshop & shop concept. Thn went walk'in around. Suddenly some of Rae's friend join'd us cause thy are th designer for his clothes. Tarry, Lisi & ken from BMC school if Im not wrong. Settle down at starbucks & continue discussing w em. Walk'd over t Bugis t hav our dinner & aftertht we proceed t Chinatown Kbox t sing. I left at 1130 cause heading t look for baby.
Waiting for Rae t accept me in FB thn upload those photos we took yester.
Meeting Leen later on t Bedok inter. Thn off t Tamp & meet baby (:

Heart

2009-08-16T09:29:00.003+08:00

Two days without seeing babylove alrey. Suppose t go his place in th morning, but period only 2nd day, I scare I stain my pants/his bed. So, I'm giving his place a miss. But I really want t go lehhhhh ! Since dunno whn I nvr 2 days not seeing him liao ehhhhh ! & tml will be th 3rd day. Only able t meet baby on Tue cause he off day. Fuckkkkkkkk _l_

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Sigh, seeing baby everyday work so hard, I heart pain. Every time see him come home complain here pain there pain or see him injured himself at work, my heartache sia. NTUC is making my baby injured everywhere. But no choice, he enjoy his work too much alrey.
Two days, hav been two days tht 've see him, 've talk t him on th phone for real long. & today, we talk less thn 30 min for th whole entire day. No msg, no call. Sigh, I miss th days tht baby would msg me early in th morning. Thn all those sweet sweet msg 'll keep. I think my old phone got alot, cause last time he in camp, nothing t do, thn keep msg. Dunno how long nvr receive his sweet sweet random msg liao :(
Tue, tue is th day tht 'm looking forward t. Thn after tue, 'll start mugging for my exams & do baby proud cause he's quite disappointed in my class test. So, while he's busy working t earn money for our future, 'll study hard t make a better future for us (:

PS/ Do you kno how much I miss you dear ?

happy 19th

2009-08-15T12:09:00.005+08:00

Time flies. We've been through everything for these 19 months. 'm glad tht after everything tht happen. you still didn't give up on me, on our relationship. 'm glad tht 've met you years back. You taught me how t be a better t my family & even friends. You taught me how t give in t people & taught me hw t treat ppl nice.
Baby, 'm glad tht this month, we didn't have any quarrel/misunderstanding. Perhaps you're right, we've learn how t give in t each other & spare a thought for one another. 'm sorry for those unwanted quarrels w you & throwing my temper unnecessary at you.
& I kno, whatever things you said/did, is for my own good. & I kno tht, you're th one I wanted t spend my life with. Th one tht I wan grow old with. You're my everything & I love you baby.
Happy 19th monthsary dear

PS/Sometimes, I wish tht 'm staying near you or maybe right beside your house. So tht whenever I miss you or you miss me, we can drop by each other place (:

Bangs

2009-08-14T22:23:00.003+08:00

Fuckzxz. I cut my hair t bangs ! & I fucking regret. I look like some kiddy ass. Like some 14 or 15 years old kid. Hg t look for baby & went t Kallang & acc Leen t reborn her hair. & I got th urge t cut my hair t bangs. & aftertht, I regretted though darling keep say it's nice. 31'd t Parkway caus darling dunwan go hme so early. Thn 31'd home again. & I tio molested by a guy. Darling say he jus wan t jia ba only. Fuckzxzx. I damn stun tio cause th way he talks, is like so insane guy. Thn I chuatio. If only baby is with me, I think he cmf kan th uncle till maxzxz one ! Slack awhile thn homeeeeee :D
I want t save up money thn during me & baby 2nd year anniversary, we go M'sia or genting or thailand. But dunno baby wan not, dunno baby can take leave not. Somemre, I got school too :( Shall go plan w baby soon.
After 0000, it's our 19th monthsary. I love you fatty !

Counting down

2009-08-13T01:53:00.001+08:00

7 mre years & baby is gg t propose t meeeee ! Yea \m/ I wish we can stay till tht day.

Cheebye

2009-08-13T00:23:00.005+08:00

I feel like blogging, but seriously, idk what can I blog about. Anyw, school is like forever boring. Since 1234567890zxzx days I've been t school alrey.
Met up w baby after lesson, Vivo for movie. G.I Joe is god-damn-nice la ! After tht we went walking ard thn decided t train home. Bubble Tea & baby went t buy his idk hw t spell board. Home & he KO till 945PM with me beside him grumbling tht I'm hungry. Dinner at coffee shop & baby went home while I went t look for Leen t slack.

Th feeling I used t hav whn I'm in love w you is back. There's some special feelings which i dunno how t describe. Like something is attracting me t you. I wan t be w you each day. Baby, will you look into my eyes & say you wan me forever & nvr betray my love & trust towards you ? I love you. Nights

Sisters

2009-08-11T22:53:00.003+08:00

Yester steamboat session w love was a success one. Met up w Leen thn head t inter t meet Sm t buy our food. Seng Siong & NTUC t get our stuffs. Bus back t Linng's place downstair & waited for her t prepare thn back t Leen's place. Prepare thn we start t eat. Aftermath, we went t her room & take photossss ! Makeup for Linng & Smian thn continue photo-taking(all upload at FB )
Head t inter as Linng & Smian wan trim eyebrown. Slack at Princess Mac thn head back hme t put stuffs & continue slacking. Bought my laptop down & we web-cam. Funny bodoh !
Since long, th 4 of us had so much fun TGT. I miss those days whr we will slack at princess everyday. I hope our sistership will last (: Love you girls

2009-08-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

Tamp in noon w Leen
Angela came & look for us.
Expo's Metro slaes aftertht
Dinner at our area
Eileen's place t slack & watch NDP tgt
Home t put my stuffs
Met up w em again t slack till 10
Home

Ahhhh, I miss baby ! No much contact for th whole day, wondering whad is he doing. Tml wont be meeting him too. Gotta wait till Tue/Wed liao lorrrr :(

21st birthday

2009-08-09T00:13:00.003+08:00

Birthday cake & customize cookies :D

Baby's father : Wah, my son 21 liao leh !

Baby's father: Like nice hor th cake :D

Baby's father: Eh, why Jason so happy ? My wife also.
Baby: Cause I 21 liao ma.
Baby's mom: Cause he 21 liao ma.

Baby's faster. Faster I wan eat liao.

Baby's father: Yea, my son 21 liao :D

Baby's father: Faster cut la !
Baby's mom: :D
Baby: Wher t cut leh.

Keith,Bryan,Tiffanni

Me: I damn cui in this 2 photos sia _l_

Baby: Okok, I cut th cookies give you all eat also laaaa ! Dun gan-chiong :D

Baby: Nabei tio sabo

Baby: See la, dirty liao. Who wan help me clean.

Me: Ok la, I lick for you.
(actually is his sisters & all ask me t do so -,-)

Monday !

2009-08-08T23:42:00.002+08:00

Yea, finally got th photos for baby's bdae alrey. Nabei. Actually can post ytd one lor. But IDK whr I put my thumbdrive. I think I lost it _l_ But luckily nothing inside except baby's bdae photos. Heng not many also :D
Today is Saturdayyyyy ! Went t Bishan t hav lunch w my parents thn head t HG. Dinner at Point w baby's family thn I head t Serangoon t meet up w Leen Darling. 45 back t our area thn slack at usual block. Went up t her place & Angela came. Slack & home at 11.
Tml meeting em for shopping sessionnn at Expo Metro.
&&& Baby is nt really feeling well lately, I hope he gets well soon & stop making me worried like an idiot. Baby, you kno how much I love you. You kno at time I dun like t quarrel w you. So dun make me pekchek whn Im abt t . Takecare of yourself ok. Love you.
Hopefully Monday steamboat session w my darling girls is a success. Hopes noone pua stun last min arbo me & Leen will sad thn emo thn depress thn kee siao. Since long th 4 of us have met alrey.

Love

2009-08-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

Head t Hg in th morning cause today got no schoooollllll ! Baby supervise me untill he sleep sia. WTF right ?! PS/ I dun like our phone t ring whn we are xio kan'ing (; ( See I say I'll post it out baby ) :D Dinner thn head t meet eileen & study. I only manage t remember 2 chapters only. Jialat liao lor tml. Home & Elroy broke a news t me tht MR ANTHONY MARULI is headin back t Indo tml ! Text him for nt informing him & blah blah blah !
& now I'm talkin t MDIS mates in MSN & fucking funny/insult & IDK whad t say em. Off t talk t em. BYE !

2009-08-04T00:59:00.001+08:00

blah blah blah. Idk whad t blog cause my brain is not functioning/working. Thy are dead & thy keep ask me t shut my lappy & go t bed.
Blah blah blah. Blogger really sucks/lag. I cant upload picture. _l_
Tml got school. Ah, fuckit. But thinking tht baby is waiting for me for 1 & 1/2 hr tml. I fly up t sky. Damn songggg~ Tml we gg geylang t get grandma's food cause it's her birthday. Blahblahblah.
Im headin t bed. So, BYE HUMANS :D

XOXO.

Happy 21st

2009-08-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st birthday baby !

May all you wish come true & hope you enjoy your day today !

Both of us agree t wear th same Tee today. Morning went t Tamp Mall t collect baby's cookie thn took a train down t City Hall & proceed t MSQ. Bought tickets for "The Hangover" & waiti'd for baby t reach. Subway for lunch thn went lepak. After movie, head t Suntec as baby want t pass his friend sth. Thn bus back t HG. Lepak at home thn went t Hg Point for dinner. Saw ahjack & IDK who at thr too. Baby PS me alone w his parents & went t talk t Jack thy all _l_ Dinner was god-damn-full I swear. Head home & cut cake/cookies thn one by one head t th bathroom t hav a quick shower & now baby PS me once agn cause he playin MJ & I'm alone in his room rotting.*Yawn* Waiting for him come hug hug me t sleep :D

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Baby yester PS 4 hours & he went MJ'ing. Too tired t wait for him & I doze off. Thn he happily came in t room t tell me he won after th game. So we happily hug & sleep. Today morning wake up, dunno one side of my backache. Baby say is bcus I sleep sideway for too long. Thn he nag & tell me I keep hit him yester. Bullshit la ! Prepare & head t Paragon t collect some stuffs for his 3rd sis at body shop. Walk'd over t Far East & had our late lunch. Dine in at th store we always eat thn went down t buy durian pancake. Walk'd ard & we took a bus back. Baby alight at inter thn continue his journey t HG while I alight at my area.
Tml no school again ! Might be headin t HG t study since Eileen is heading t TPY. Will upload th rest of th photos asap when I got it from baby's sister's camera :D
Bye !

2009-07-31T22:06:00.003+08:00

Few more hours it'll be baby birthday. Been busy preparing baby's card & I really v happy w th result :D Tml we are gg t watch movie at Marnia thn head home for dinner. I really hope baby enjoy tml :D
Bye, off t talk t baby on phone.
XOXO

2009-07-29T22:49:00.001+08:00

Every girl wish to have a perfect man, a perfect boyfriend.

(Saw this, and I seriously think this is what I need.)

a man who knows how to appreciate the things I do for him.
a man who pampers me with something that money can't buy.
a man who know his mistakes and try to make it right.
a man who can be my pillow whenever I need someone to lean on.
a man who knows when to give in and let down his pride.
a man who'd communicate, listen and respond.
a man who respects me, my family and his.
a man who enjoy what life has to offer.
a man who can say yes or no instead of 'anything'.
a man who won't keep me waiting through the day and night.
a man who try to figure out what's going on inside me and resolve it.
a man who help the relationship work when it gets tough.
a man who'd never lay his hands on women.
a man who works hard and planning well for his future.
a man who takes responsibility for his actions.
a man who is true to me.
a man who loves me as much as his life.
a man who will never lie to me no matter what.
a man who loves me with no doubts.

But wait.... no one is perfect. I'm not perfect too.

Ps: I miss you very much right now :>

3 More days

2009-07-29T22:30:00.003+08:00

Finally, I'm almost done w baby's present/card. Yester after first lesson, head t Plaza Sing & got baby's his present. Bought a mini MJ set & a mini chio letteropener for him. He've gotten his first present, & th second one; MJ set, will pass him on Sat. Slack at his place thn head t Tamp t order his customize cookies. He knew tht alrey, but he dunno whad shape or wordings I'm putting. Thn home for durian :D
Today, met up w Leen & went t study. Did baby's card first. & I find it's so chio ! I like it~ I hope baby likes it too. Head home & I'm gg t bed soon.
Yester, I met a pervert online. He chat w me thru FB's msg. &&& I screenshot it :D
(click t see th whole conver.)

5 more

2009-07-27T22:03:00.005+08:00

Free from school today ! Woke up late & met up w Leen & we headed t Bedok Inter. Our usual plan was t study. But ended up at Cash Studio for singing session with Linng & her friends. & we actually decided t sing till like 3 thn head t th library & study. But we ended up singing till 8 thn head t opposite for dinner :x
Aftermath, Leen went t tamp w Angela & I went home w Linng. Had some heart t heart talk w her. Thn cam-whoring w her was total fun. Awww, It's like so long nvr took jiao photos w her alrey. Thn send her home before I continue my journey back t New Upper Changi Rd.
I really miss those days wher Linng, Leen & Smian was around. I mean th 4 of us were tgt. Things would be different I guess ? I told Linng tht if I were t be with Ebene, this year will be our 5th year anniversary. Somehow, IDK why I keep thinking tht if I were t reverse th time back, I'll cmf treat him like how I'm treating LJH right now. I somehow regret letting go of Ebene. Idk why too, but at times, I'll somehow think of him. Maybe because first love ah. You kno you kno ? Anyw, fatty's birthday is approaching. I've really made up my mind whad t get for him. Cmf tio scolding one. Dun worry baby, it's not lego ! Might be heading t town tml or mayb wednesday t get those stuffs alrey. Cant wait for faggot birthday ! I wan hug hug baby :D
Headin t bed soon after faggot calls. Tml school at 830 again _l_ with th boring teacher ! ARHGGGGG !

PS/ Some MF suppose t call/text me about today matters. But waited till now, thy still haven contact me. Ahh, guess thy scared alrey. Balls become smaller now. Small kids~

Muther

2009-07-26T20:29:00.003+08:00

Town w baby & parents. Harry Potter & th half blood prince isnt tht nice ? & th first time I'm watching w baby instead of Ebene. Went t Ion aftertht & some mutharfarker calls & spoil our mood. Baby was also kind of pissed of ? (idk). Th separate our ways w my parents after food. Baby say today I keep eat sia. Idk why too ey ! Proceed t Plaza Sing & baby bought his stones for room deco. Bought food(again) & took 14 back home. Coincidently, we took th same bus as my parents. & I alight at my stop while baby proceed t inter thn chng bus home.
No school tml & ATSW nvr cmf if tml gg out not. Baby also warn me nt t go Tamp for th time being. In case anythin happen. So I guess I've t go town t get baby's present alrey :)
Bye.
Anyw, I'm not affected by those mutharfarker. Thy jus dun spoil my mood. Please try again harder next time. :D

Ah,

2009-07-25T22:32:00.001+08:00

Hello you ! Yes you reading my blog.
If you wan t control your bf so much, lock him at home rather thn letting him out t meet us. I tot th longer you are tgt, th more trust you'll hav w your other half? Why you are th other way round one sia ? Funny.
Anyw, your precious bf text me & tell us not t contact him anymore. We'll not contact him anymre. I think you must be super duper happy tht we are not contacting him anymore ! Seriously, if you dun trust us, at least should trust your bf. Th reason why we are meeting him almost everynight in th past is because of Pat & Eileen. Not because we want t see your bf or hook up w your bf.
Anyw, from today onwards, I wont be contacting your bf. & I swear. This is I promise youuuuuu !
Bye :D

Tml will be heading town w baby & my parents t watch Harry Potter. Blog whn Im back. Hopefully there's pictures t blog tml. I love you hubby.
XOXO {3

Passed

2009-07-24T13:13:00.005+08:00

Didnt attend school today cause of some personal reason. But still, I woke up at 630 & went down t meet Sweesoon t ask him pass somethn t Kanglin. Thanks ah ! Home & sleep aftertht & Linng called cause thy didnt went sch. So had breakfast thn thy came up t my place & nua. Lunch & thy both went home. Today wonte be heading out cause I'm way too tired alrey. Shall nua at home today :6

Edit'd/655
Gotten my results for th previous exams. Cs I got A & PAF I got A ! Good job Marilyn :D Our clique also almost all got A & B for both. Good job. KL say Monday go for celebration cause there's no school ^^
Baby birthday is less a week ? Or t say, less th 8 days ? I've decided t buy * thn give him on maybe his bdae tht day or... th day before. Baby decided t go Sakura & eat w his family on Friday. So meaning by Wedenesday I got t go & order alrey. Arhggg. No time liao sia ! No money also. Sigh, my money been gg out but not coming in sia. Uncle Yusof Ishak can you visit my bank account soon ? Maybe enter a 2-3 digit in it ? Thn I'll spend you wisely. I promise I will ok. Money come in please. I wont let you go out so soon. Tml morning whn I wake up, I hope t see Uncle Yusof Ishak in blue colour inside my wallet or maybe beside my bed :D

I miss you fatty.

Save my

2009-07-23T22:46:00.009+08:00

Sick & tired of all this shit. Where are you whn I need you most. You fucking leave me alone t face all this shit. You said you'll be thr for me whenever I need you. But you are always not here for me whn all these bloody shit happens. Hav you ever think tht, if dad fucking hit me, whad can you do about whn you are at home. If I were t be killed by him, whad can you do ? Nothing. & I got fucking insult like nobody business by him, whad did you do ? Today, You could at least accompany me down till th bus is here, but you didnt. You just dont bother t say anything even I say it is okay. Fuck you ! I fucking regret gg t your place today & t Ikea. I should hav go home straight. Fuck myself for thinking tht you'll accompany me back or at least ask your brother-in-law t send me out t somewher I can catch a bus home, rather thn sitting there & waited like some idiot.
My heart is fading off somehow. Are you gg t save it or just let th feelings fade off ? Th decision is really up t you.
Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck 150108. Fuck love. Fuck us.

School today sucks once again. I got nothing t blog about. Cause I got no mood.
Life is still in a fucking mess up situation. Giving sch a miss tml cause I got no mood t go.
Dad is drunk & he say no allowance for a week. Fuck him. Eat whad sia. Eat shit ah ? Nb, paid baby's bill & my bank fucking left w thirty bucks. Thirty bucks for a week, I can go eat shit alrey seriously. But I will nvr ever fucking beg him, I rather ask from mommy. Fuck th life I am havin now. Got family is also th same as no family. Got boyfri also th same also. Everything just sucks lately.

Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck 150108. Fuck love. Fuck us.

如果你爱我
你会来找我
你会知道我
快不能活
如果你爱我
你会来救我
空气很稀薄
因为寂寞

It's

2009-07-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

Today manage t listen t some of Mr. Saliva's lesson. Not bad Marilyn (clap-hand). But still w/o fail, I called baby after th first lesson end & seek for permission t skip lesson. Of course, he agrees t let me skip. So I head off & took a bus down t Hougang Inter. Pack some deserts for baby & mommy. Waited for fatty t reach homem had our deserts & Idk why I doze off. Woke up & went t Hg Pt's NTUC t get some stuffs. Home & fatty cook Roti-Prata w hotdog wrapped inside. Like nicezxz only (happy). Study awhile thn head t sleep. Baby sent me t bustop after I woke up. Home & met up w leen. Prepare her w her O lvl oral thn home at 11.
There's this guy in fs msg me this " anywaes seriousli, u can do a lot betta n ur current Bf Ahha.. but I guess loves reale blind huh?" Whad does he mean siaaaa. Ask CheebyeWei, he come talk cork w me. Nb.
Anyw, heading t bed soon. (wave) bye.

Be my only

2009-07-21T23:23:00.004+08:00

School today is boring as usual. Went off after th first lesson. Took a bus back t Hg thn t hubby's place. Doing some revision while waiting for him t come home. Lunch thn off t bed t take a short nap. Really looking forward t is after-groom room sia ! :B Dinner thn Fatty send me t bustop. Home thn met up w Leen awhile before heading back.
School tml again. Gonna stay till th end of both lesson cause tml Mr. Saliva gonna give important things t study for exam.
On our way t th bustop, baby told me something which I found it kind of true ?
He say : " To see whether a friend is true, you need t be hav at least 10 years of friendship. See me & * , 8 years just gone liketht :( "
Thn, I feel guilty after he said tht. Cause ever since we started, he seldom go & meet up w em. Thn saw em like also Hi-Bye liketht only. Slowly, thy drifted apart. I somehow feel tht it's my fault, but I did asked fatty t go look for em t slack if he's boring at home or whad . But he dunwan eh :8 But I just feel guilty laaaa. We did went out w em, but is like =.= IDK how t say eh. Baby should kno la ? Whadever it is, now life revolves w Baby, school & my own click of friends only. Like... After sch go meet baby thn night meet eileen for awhile thn home.
Wahlao, I really cannot wait t move into baby's place sia. His after-groom room should be comfortable la hor hor hor.
Kay, bye. nights.
XOXO

I Miss

2009-07-20T15:16:00.002+08:00

First day of school & it totally sucks. Lecture is so boring. He keep talk & talk. Like talking t himself? But he is really th joke of th day. I swear man ! I like t make fun of him sey :/ Lunch aftertht & his lesson. Th next break time he give, almost half th class left cause too boring. He jitao read from th notes. Giving examples of his own only lei ! I seriously got no comment about this teacher sia.
Blog later, shall go and sleep first. Tada~

2009-07-19T12:55:00.002+08:00

Baby is bringing me out todayyyyyy ! XOXO. Heading t tamp thn Ikea cause baby wan t re-groom his room. Am on th phone w my two ladies right now while waiting for baby t get ready.These two lady looking for boyfri eh !
So guys out thr. Take note ahhh ! Those who often read my blog should kno who thy are (; Okay, off t prepare liao ! Blog whn back .
XOXO :D

Should I

2009-07-18T10:15:00.005+08:00

Wahlao, I want t go t baby's friend's party t acc him but I scare things will turn out th other way again like how it happen last year. *sigh* I realize tht I dun clique w baby's friends whereas he always clique w mine. Why siaaaaaa ! I also wan clique with Hg point ppl & his classmates or tht maaa. But thy like so (fill in th blanks). One and half year liao, I still haven clique w em. Wah, Marilyn you can go bang th wall liao la.
Let me see, one and half year, I only clique w baby's campmates nia. WTFFFFFF ! Like nice only Marilyn.
So, later should I go not ? I text babylove alrey. I hope he understands & hav fun lorrrrrr. But thn I feel uneasy sia not going. Aiyo, dunwan say anymore. Later baby see this post thn he dunwan go, I will feel gulity.
Neverm, I find my own programme. Might be meeting Leen & Sharon later on for dinner or IDK ? But I today lazy t go out sia. Lazy t do things. Jus wan nua at home & (fill in th blanks) .
Gotta really save money t buy baby's present alrey. I only can pass it t him after his bdae. (depressed). I've decided t buy * instead of legos.
Okay, I wan go back & sleep. Bye.

Edit/1200AM

Home from parkway. Went over t Leen darling hus thn bus down t PP. Waited for Sron & boyfri t arrive. Dinner at th foodcourt & went t opposite pool spot t play pool. Aftermath, th couple left. Me & Leen went t walk ard & we saw CW. Shuttle bus t Bedok inter & met up w Big andy for IDK why. Acc leen for dinner & we walk'd home. Off t bed. Bye

I am glad that I have you

2009-07-17T00:21:00.004+08:00

So yester our 18th month was spent at home watching 古惑仔 whole day. Before heading t fatty's place. Idk why I got th urge t make pancake for him. Kind of success but fatty say too dry, shape not bad :D Watch 古惑仔 Part one & two thn had dinner before heading t pasar malam w ahmei. Fatty thn send me t bustop.

Today went t fatty's place again. 古惑仔 part three & five. Why no part four is because cannot load ! Arhggg @:/(

I'm glad tht our rls is much better thn before.
I love you baby.
XOXO

Baby

2009-07-15T00:12:00.007+08:00

This person up there has accompanied me thru thick & thin. Celebrated all different occasion tgt.
Yes, he has no finance, no car, no qualification, t some of those puacheebye one may also thinks tht he got no looks too & no nothing at all. Guys out there will think why th hell I'll be this guy who has nothing. Th guy tht sometimes cant even satisfy whad I want/need.

Th main reason is tht there's no reason why I'm so attached t /deeply in love w him. Though this laocheebye keep make me pissed off w him & we had alot of misunderstanding. But he always admit tht it's all his mistake/fault rather thn pushing th blame on me(though he did once)
People who kno tht whn I'm truly in love w a person, I dun like t spend his money unnecessary on shoppings or whadsoever. I rather he save up tht money & spend it on useful things or maybe food (?).

This fatty never ever laid his hands on me or rather, scold me from th v start of our rls. He always give in t me. No matter how I throw my temper or show my attitude, he'll always lun & try t make me laugh. Whenever I'm in trouble, th first one I thought of was him. He'll always be there for me whenever I need him. No matter whad happen, he cmf will be beside me one.

I see him grow up from a IDK whad t describe him t an army personnel t a working adult. People say true friends last. But t me, true couples last. Yes, we do quarrel, which couple dont quarrel, which couple dont hav misunderstanding w their other half ?

I kno recently we had this huge misunderstanding, but afterall, we realise how impt we are t each other & cannot lose one another. I dunwan lose you anymore. I hope tht we could somehow hav lesser misunderstanding/confict. Thn our rls will be perfect :D

Baby, this 18th months, we've went thru thick & thin. From th 1 week breakup t Marneed's case t th most recent quarrel. I realise, you played a very impt part in my life. Without you, I guess I'll go wild & crazy again.
Baby, though I've said it thousand/millions times, but I still want t say.
I love you baby !
Thnks for everything you've did. I appreciated em.
Love,
MarilynMarneed.

Alastiar's

2009-07-14T00:33:00.003+08:00

I wonder how long ago did I attend a chalet of a 17th years old kid. I dun think so I've ever attend before ? Say untill I like v old liketht ! -,-
Okay, so in th morning, I acc Linng t Tamp cause she wan t look for jobs & see a dr. Dine in at Subway for our lunch. & it's her first time t subway sia. *touched* But alot funny stuffs happen. I order whad, she also say she wants th same as me. Thn.... I think her hand hare kuuuu. She dropped her meal on th floor. Luckily it's still not open'd. Aftermath, we walk'd ard & ask for jobs at different shops. Walk'd over t Polyclinic & wahlaoooO! Dangerous sia there. I think only she knows why la :D
Back t Century & we cam-whore in th toilet for AWHILE. TampMall t look for hair dye. Thn bus back home. Home, settle down & I start t dye my hair. But FAILED ! NO COLOUR. It suppose t be cherry red, but end up like black ? Fuck ! I wan dye again. This time round, I'll put 1 hr ! NB
Baby came & we head off t Alastiar's chalet. We(Ken&Viola) got him a Volka. I hope he likes it ? Actually, th chalet is pretty boring. Not as fun as yikai's one. We got so bored tht me & baby went t th beach & sit. Baby piggy me back aftertht. HE SAY I FAT LIAO _l_
Went back t th chalet & thy f turned it into a club. ALASTIAR CLUB (?) Me & baby jus keep watch em go crazy. Macham thy took drugs (?) So we got bored again, we went up t th room & cam-whore again. Th rest slowly join'd us. Left at 11PM & blah blah. Cabb'd home & baby cab back t his place. Im waiting for him t do finish his stuffs & go t sleep. Need monitor him ahhhh :D
Anyw,

Happy birthday Alastiar/Songwen :D
XOXO.

Pui Pui

2009-07-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

Fatty, I love you.
3 more days t our 18th month.
Why everytime whn th date is closing t our monthsary, we cmf quarrel untill sibei jialat one.
I dun understand siaaaaa ! *nb*
Things will nvr be th same as it used t.
Th both of us had chng alot. This rls is like more on sth t depend thn true love.
Come t think of it, it's true.
Why we cant leave each other, is because we are alrey used t each other accompany & stuffs. Th main reason is nt because of LOVE anymore.
Frankly speaking, I wont dare t wish tht you'll be my future husband.
I wont dare t think abt th future alrey. Whad I wan is t treasure whad I have now rather thn t regret whn I lose it.
So, basically, Im treasuring th times/moments we hav now. But things always turn out t be different at th end of th day. (I DUN LIKE IT)
Somehow, I wish we can go back t like.... 150108 t like half a year later liketht ? Why ? Cause tht period of time, we really super duper sweet.
Everytime cmf meet & go out one whn you book out. Thn wont because of boliao stuffs quarrel.
I hate now. Go out on weekends only cause you working. Thn no more super duper sweet liao ):
Sigh. I dare not hope for anything alrey. As long as you happy, I happy.

Baby,
all along, I guess Im jus being a fool out of myself...

Come back t me

2009-07-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

Today-is-not-a-good-day-for-us.
Th whole day was like quarreling only lei. No sweet moments ?
& I nearly like gonna cry. Idk why too, I only kno tht when we having cold war, I'll have th urge t cry or like emo or sth (?)
So towning today is notverygood. Movie is also notverygood cause I doze off for awhile. Went 85 for dessert. Walk'd t leen hus & he went off t IDK wher. Slack/Chit-chat & home at 10PM. & he's still not home. Like WTF !

Baby,
sometimes, I wish tht you could understand me more.
sometimes, I wish we can be like wht we used t be in th past.
sometimes, I wish you could show me how much you love me...
Whenever I think back of those days we had one year ago, I want t cry.
One year ago, we are so good tht alot ppl jealous of us. Now, ppl wanting us t end off & blah blah blah.
Is me who've chng or you ? I guess, all along, I din play th part of a good girlf.
I spend your money.
I make you sad.
I make you angry.
I make you tired all th times.
I make you feel unimportant.
I only care abt my friends.
I dun care abt you.
I dun ever bother about you.
I dun like whad Im having right now.
Love life sucks. Family sucks. Friendship sucks. Financial sucks. Everything sucks.
I hope, we can sit down & talk.
I hope, I could at least help you celebrate your birthday one last time.
& th main reason why I work is because of you.
I wan t give you a better bdae present, tht's why I work & trying t save some money.
I dunwan t ask those f. t chip in money anymore.
I wanted t give you th best I can,
but, do you really appreciate it ?
* I hope so*

Treasured

2009-07-12T14:20:00.000+08:00

Last paper yest. Hopefully can pass. Why all say MCQ difficult & Section B easy sia?
I find tht MCQ easier lei. But still, hopefully can pass (: After exam, wait for clique/shuttle bus t QT/train t bedok & meet baby/cab t ECP.
Sth f. stupid/funny happen. I fell & my broke my slippers. So baby bobian, bought a new one for me. Dinner at th TungLok(?). Not bad, we eat like a full cause it's seafood buffet.
Went walk'in ard at ECP w baby after dinner & head home.

Today woke up, prepare & head t Bugis & met up w Kanglin. Work work work. Not-so-fun. Cause I miss my fattylove. Lunch thn back t work agn. After work, met up w Ahteck cause he wn t buy bag from ZiNC. Met up with darling cause she's at Bugis extending her hair. Met up w Rae cause he's working at ZiNC. So many meetups today. Actually wan zao home one, but it suddenly rain'd heavily, so I acc darling t extend her hair. Kana cheat money siol ! Thn went t wait Rae t end work & we walk'd t th train station & home sweet home.

Tml no work & Im meeting fatty for shopping. I miss fatty alot. I wonder if fatty got miss me ?
I wan t do alot things sia lately.
I wan t :

Stop gg out at night.
save money t buy * for baby.
save money t treat baby food druing/before/after his bdae.
save money t buy I-Touch.
save money t IDK for whad.

Next week also full of programmes.

Monday, meet up w Fiona for lunch(hopefully).
Faggot Alastiar Birthday chalet.
Tues, Hg t dye hair.
Wed, our 18th month, dunno if fatty bringin me out not.
Thursday, should be HG t slack.
Friday, dinner w Fiona & clique.
Saturday&Sunday, working.(should be).

Thn monday school starts again :D
Currently looking for weekday job, anyone got lobang, text me or drop me a tag :D

Family

2009-07-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

Town for lunch with Anthony & Jacqueline. Dine in at Swenses. 1-for-1 deal. Anthony is still as stupid/lame/idiot as compared t 3 years back. No chng in him at all.
Lunch & I bought lunch for baby & Jacqueline went t buy her Yummi Yogurt. Accompany Anthony for a stick before heading t th train station. I head off t Hougang while Anthony head t Bedok.
Tried new routes t baby's place & it's btr cause not so hotttt ! Alight at Sengkang & bus'd dwn t baby's place. It stopp'd almost right infront of his place rather thn alighting at Hougang thn bus over. Cause need t walk f. long.
Baby had his chicken teriyaki rice for lunch & th both of us think it's so f. nice. Th dounuts toooooo ! Play'd ard w th kids & I went t sleep.
Suppose t wake up at 430Pm t study, but th both of us were too tired tht we slept till 630. Dine in at his place before heading back home.
Sth happen which I dun think I will want t mention again.
Somehow, I realise, I got parents or not, it doesnt make any differnce cause I jus feel so.
If only baby's parents were mine too. How nice it is :D
Tml will be heading t study w clique & swee soon.
I hope I manage t study at least alit, arbo really need t save $$ t retake module.
Hopefully after exam I can meet up with Dearest Fiona, cause I miss her like 450987654678...
Bye !

Exam

2009-07-07T04:43:00.000+08:00

JIALAT ! Exam timing is nearer & nearer & MARILYN TEO HAVEN STUDY FINISH YET.
If this goes for PAF, I sure cmf need t retake module one.
So I've decided.
Everyday go Hg & study so tht fatty can monitor me while he gamming.
Night cannot meet w clique untill v late, even if meet, also need t bring books down & study.
I think I can bare with this arrangement till Friday ?
I hope so tooo laaaaaaa ?
Wish me luck for my exams. Off t prepare alrey.
BYE !

PS/ Wonder if baby is gg t bring me frm school later on ?

My

2009-07-06T11:17:00.000+08:00

Yester went t Baby's sup's daughter bdae party.
Her house is not only messy, but hot & stuffy. Thn th dog damn irritating.
Imagine this. In a hus where it's hot & stuffy & you kno no one there thn your bf play mj & you sit there like an idiot. Th dog keep come & lick you. & you are damn bloody tired. Bf tells you he play awhile only & it ended up t be 2 hours ?
It's common t give attitude one whaddd.
Thn bf say I nvr give him face. He say certain place/situation I should give him face.
Ninabu, earlier I kno, I dun go liao la. Waste time ! _l_
& kno whad, I cried while waiting. Idk why too. Macham v kelian, bf abandon you, dog bullies you, everything jus dun like you.Sigh.
After his lovely MJ session, we head t interchange & took a bus dwn t * & we stayed over.
It feels so nice t sleep in baby's arm. Morning we woke up damn early despite sleeping late yester night.
Oh, baby did sth digusting & bad just now. He urine into a bottle of green tea & put on th table. & we keep wonder who will open it & drink. NABEIIIII!
Nua/prepare'd & we head t Plaza Sing.
Subway/Ice Age3/Simply Toys/Home.
Gotta go study like... right now ? Cause tml exam & I haven really started studying.
So, bye.
Kaden/Yikai's pictures all loaded in FB :D

PS/ How t ssave 500 within a month ? Teach me ehhh !

Prawning

2009-07-04T17:54:00.000+08:00

Met up w Linng in th morning & we head off t Bedok Inter.
Me went t bank while she go polyclinic. Head off after I've done my stuffs.
Prepare & went t tabao food for Leen & went up her house.
Waited for her t prepare & proceed t Siglap's Cartel & study.
Food & food. Everytime see her sure got food one.
Head back home at 6 thn we started t nua.
Bus t pasir ris at 930. Suppose t go dor's idk whose chalet but ended up meeting Kel & co at Pasir Ris. Cab over t Farmway2 for prawning session.
Cw & Pat join'd us aftertht. Pretty boring there. Talk cork w CW & Pat.
Thn I got bored aftertht.
Biba Jak, Ahwee & Mek mek came over t find us at around 1 plus & thy send me off before heading t Geylang with Leen.
Heading t bed soon cause tml will be another tiring day.
Baby's place/BBQ/Geylang/Ton.
Tml will be jus me & baby. I hope non of us go crazy again. & I hope ther's pic t post whn Im back.

Exam in a few days & I haven really started t study yet. GG !

PS/ Whad a good bunch of brothers he has.
Birthday also dunwan help.
Let th girl do. CCB !
Knn, fuck off la stingy guys.
Dunno why he keep say thy sibei steady one.
PUI ! So rich, carry money & bring tgt into th coffin ?
NB !
FUCKING PISSED OFF !

Happy 21st

2009-07-02T14:26:00.000+08:00

Went over t baby's place in th noon & head home for dinner in th evening.
I keep injured baby laaa !
I feel so bitch whenever I hurt him.
After dinner, went over t Leen's place & we started studying.
Waited for Cw & Pat t come over. & thy took 2 hours t come from Tamp.
Ok, but Cw explain'd tht because he tiio stop by traffic police.
Thn CaiLong came too with his friends. He damn kp untill police came & HE tiio screening.
I just dunno how t explain how angry me & Leen were. Feel like chopping him into pieces.
Good friend w Kenny ah !
Home at 1 & sleep.
Went sch today & head off t Queenstown shopping ctr for lunch with Kanglin & Viola.
Had some chat w Kelly & William at ZiNC.
Head off t Jurong East t meet Alastiar & thn t IMM t collect Yikai's cupcakes.
Cab over t Chervon & met up w th birthday boy.
We totally had alot of fun inside th chalet. Macham like th 4 of us & his relatives only ?
Cam-whoring was fun.
Thn people came & blah blah.
Food & cam-whoring again.
Photos will be uploaded latest by this week ?
Cut cake, blah blah blah.
Took cab home tgt w Carol, Swee Soon, Willison.
Suppose t go Pasir Ris for prawning, but dearest Leen is sleeping & CW replied me only whn I got home. Like nice only -,-
So I'm too lazy & tired , I decided t give it a miss.
GOOD NIGHT !

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YIKAI/KADEN !
XOXO:D

Ps/ I saw someone like Ebene today.
Everything also like him.
Thn, memories flash back t my min...
I hope it's not him.

Love

2009-06-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

Town for movie with Baby & my parents.
Transformer is not so nice ?
Maybe is because I didnt watch th first part or whad-so-ever ?
Dine in at Far East for our dinner & we go different ways with my parents.
Bought Durian Pancake & we walk over t th new shopping center.
Nothin much there. Photos taken.I realise, Lg Viewty's front camera not good one !
Plaza Sing/Diaso/Simply Toys.
Bus 14 back home while Baby alight at Inter thn went home.
Went t look for Leen for dinner. Pat & Cw came along.
Head tht Jackson kana H1N1 & Pat thy all gg t surrender themself tml ?
Hoep thy nvr bomb us lor ?
Home at 3 plus. Cause was talking abt Leen & Pat stuffs.
Baby also go slack w his friends. I think he went hme around 1 plus or earlier ?Tml heading t Hg & study at Alastiar House with clique.
Hope cann meet bibi aftertht :D

2009-06-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

Whad will you do t save my heart.

Heading t town.
Update later on.
Bye

Ebene

2009-06-28T14:46:00.000+08:00

I need t talk t someone.
I want t talk t someone.
Serious shit, Idk whad happen t me lately.
Having alot misunderstanding w Bi lately.
Lately, very easily get frustrated for no reason too.
Whad's th matter of me lately.
Anthony's back. Ebene's gone.
Leen's back. Linng/Smian's gone.
Marneed's gone. Will LJH be gone too ?
I hav mixed feelings now.
I am in a confused situation now.
but confirm is nt because I found a new target or whad-so-ever.
Maybe our rls is like so... now ?
Idk ? We seems t be like depening on each other .

Baby just send me this :
everytime i make you angry, you say i chng. thn when you make me anngry did i say you chng ? think abt. if i can take all your anger, whn cant you? I can tell you frankly, im jealous Why. Hehe if i hang out w a guy & a grps of girls almost daily how you feel ? sorry im a selfish bf. i jus wan you t knno. nt wan t quarrel. Peace. I will forget whad i told you aft i sms you. ily. i scare i will lose you, tht's all.

Like wtfuckkkk ! This rls macham no mre trust liao !
& yester baby also say I talk wierd wierd one.
Like macham I'm hiding frm him sth liketht.
I everything also got tell him lorrrr .
Thn he say like tht,
it breaks my heart alot !

Marneed,

2009-06-28T09:45:00.000+08:00

Overdued-Photo.

Din went out today cause baby is tired from work. So let him rest.
Yester after school, went Ikea w Viola,Ken,Kanglin&Alastiar. Sub-way/Shopping/Camwhore/Hot-dogs.
Alastiar thn took a cab & drop us at Queenstown MRT & I head off t Hougang t (L)'s place .
Slack/Sleep/Dinner/Home.
Met up w Leen & Dor at Bedok Inter t pass Leen my earpiece & head home while thy go Hg.
Home & waited for Patrick t wake up & meet up.
Around 2 plus, meet up w em for awhile & at th same time take back my earpiece from Leen.
So, Cw,Pat,Kason&Daniel bike down t my house & we slack.
Sth happen which I guess none of us want t mention about it.
Seperate with em at around 330 as in th first place th guys wanted t go JB t do their bikes.
But CW called saying it's too late, so he went home while P, K & D dunno go where.
Trying t solve th problems tht happened earlier till like 5 thn I went t bed.
Today woke up late & din meet up w my parents for lunch.
Went over t meet Leen after my brunch & we talk'd about it.
Linng house t wake her up & accompany for late dinner.
Aftermath, Linng went home & we slack at somewhere near my area.
Home aftertht.
Still thinking if I should go K with Leen later on & while waiting for Pat t wake up.
I think if I continue liketht slack, exams sure flunk one.
So, I've decieded one thing.
Bring my books t slack w em !
Killing one stone w two birds lei !
Anyw, bye.
Update if there is any.

Marneed, I miss you !

Together

2009-06-26T12:37:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I miss this asshole like alot ?
Didnt since Tuesday If I'm not wrong ?
Tml, after school will be heading down t HG & find this CB.
I wan many many kiss & hugs ok bibi ?
Heee :D
Bye~

Wher's th used-to

2009-06-26T11:20:00.000+08:00

Last time, this sistership used t be four people.
Linng, Mar, Leen & Smian.Thn it somehow become three. Which is Linng, Mar & Leen.
Recently, it became two. Mar & Leen.
& I hope it wont become one lorrrr.
Both of em are too busy w work & boyfri.
Whereas th both of us are always lepaking in th night with some steady ppl.
& we'll always call th both of em, but thy're either at boyfri house/working or gaming.
Last time not liketht one lorrrr !
Last time th four of us macham super glue.
After sch will meet thn at night will talk on th phone till either one of us fall asleep.
Thn next day meet again. Every weekday cmf is this routine one.
Slack till dinner time thn home thn phone thn sleep thn repeate again.
Now lei, this can meet, tht cannot meet or vice versa. Somemore we stay so fucking nearby lei; except for Smian. But she always at our area nearby, she wont call one ! WTFUCKKKKK !
PS/ I BUIE SONG LIAO ! EVERYTIME WE CALL THN THY REJECT US. HEART PAIN ONE LEI. WHN WILL THY CALL US FOR DINNER OR LEPAK OR CHILL !
I tot tht holiday for Secondary School, Linng will also meet us & chill. But everytime call her, she outside or gaming.
No fun liao now.
All 长大 liao lor now.
有自己的朋友 , 忘记老朋友.
Even if th four of us meet up, I think there wont be any topic t talk about ?
Kind of drifted apart.
Last time I tot, Whn I start sch, we wont be meeting,
but instead, me & darling been meeting almost every fucking single day for food.
Meet her will grow fat one. 24/7 eating one !
Ok, back t topic.
Girls, no matter whad, I hope this sistership will last forever (?) [I hope so]
& remember, we've gone thru alot tgt !
Don't WZMK liao !
Meet up soon ! I dun wan see aeroplane msg liao !

The heart has its reasons

2009-06-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

My awesome dear/baby/hubby/prince.

Didnt went over t meet baby today as Im totally tired from school & those slacking nights.
Didnt hav a really good sleep over th weekends cause been slacking w darlinggirl & kel.&co.
Not used t th timing yet !
School today was -,- Din understand whad Ajay is teaching.
I totally stun/tired/pekchek.
After school, train back t Bedok & meet darling for lunch thn back t her house.
Suppose t study but I fell asleep till like 7Pm but in-between got wake up. Woke up & we went for dinner thn back home.
Might be going t bed early & tml morning I cann meet baby cause he is going t course at QT !
I wann buy breakfast for him :DDDD
I wann make breakfast for him(provided I can wake up on time)

Baby, I miss you.
Whn can we hav th days we used t spend every weekend ?
You're nothing short of my everything

Everlasting

2009-06-23T02:23:00.000+08:00

Heading off t HG, BYE !

EDIT'D/1019

I hope Joan will be alright. *Pray hard*.
& same goes t her sister;Jacqueline & their parents.
Heading t sleep soon. !

I'm

2009-06-22T15:02:00.000+08:00

Dearest baby,
Sorry tht I've been coming home late this two days.
Sorry tht I couldnt help much for th N.Z thing.
Sorry tht I always say I wanted t, yet I never do it.
Sorry tht I hav a bad memory lately.
Sorry tht I dont hav time for you lately.
Sorry tht I vent my anger t you.
Sorry tht I always attitude you.
Sorry tht I always can slack till so late, but not accompanying you.
Lastly,
Sorry tht my heart is somehow floating away.
Catch it back, will you ?
I love you still.
How abt you ?

Tried not t

2009-06-22T10:12:00.000+08:00

Been too busy t update w blog.
Everyday was school school school. This whole week is POA somemre. More worst.

Thursday
School ! Aftertht went home & rest. Met up w leendarling at 85 for dinner after her work.
Thn went t block & slack w Kel & Kenny co. It's just so wierd & whole slacking period was so quiet.
Aftermath, darling went home while I bring th guys over t take bus & I went home.

Friday
After school, went over t outram & meet baby. Went over t vivo.
Lunch/Diaso/Hougang CC/Bb's place.
Dinner was at his place cause Fathers' Day celebration ? After dinner I went home cause Bb wan t play MJ.
Home & put my stuffs before heading t 85 & meet up w Eric.
Roti-Prata & home.

Saturday
Train t Vivo t meet my parents for lunch.
Shopping today was tiring. Idk why too.
Home at 6 & I'm waiting for leendarling t end work & slack.
I think bibi is enjoying his gathering right nowwwwww !
Bye !

I still

2009-06-18T09:09:00.000+08:00

Went back t school today finally.
School sucks ? Especially ....... (I kno, you kno)
After sch, suppose t go Joan's house t study but too many ppl so we went over t nearby Mac & study.
There's Me,Joan,Fatiqah,Kanglin,Jack,Alastiar,Kaden,Louis,Viola,Fee& one more Idk her name.
See, so many ppl where can go Joan's place.
Study till like 2 or earlier thn everyone gave up & went t buy food/smoke/gossip.
Bus back t Commonwealth while KL,V,A&K went t town for L4D or pool I think.
Back home & waiting for bibi t come over now :D

Be mine

2009-06-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went oer t Bi's house in th noon & wait'd for him t prepare.
Thn we train'd over t Vivo & went over t Diaso & bought baby's stuffs.
Dine in at a IDK place & we swear we wont go there th next time. White dog still th best.
Bus over t baby's workplace & he start t do his deco. Help him awhile thn I went home cause I'm not feeling well.
Cabb home & I shiver inside th cab like _l_
Home/bath/sleep.
Today wont be gg anywhere. Not gg t school for th talk too cause I scare I may faint anytime :s
Will be staying at home & study & help baby do his stuffs.
Bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE !

17th

2009-06-16T01:54:00.000+08:00

To my dearest baby,

These 17 months were not easy for us. We had non-stop quarrels, fights and most of the time we were on the verge of giving up. Of course, other than all the unhappy memories, we had our best moments of life too. And this feeling is something which cannot be described with words. It is something only the both of us share, and no one else (:

I won't deny that the both of us have sacrificed alot for each other. And after going through all those heart-wrenching quarrels and thousands of tears shed and still standing together now, I promise to cherish this relationship more than ever. I know I have a horrible temper but you always try to give in to me most of the time, and I seriously appreciate that alot deep down in my heart.

Though 17 months may not be that long, but these 17 months with you is enough to let me know, you're all I ever wanted. We've still got a long long way to go and we may not know where we'll end up in the future, but for now... i love you, you love me. And that's all it matters.
Happy 17th monthsary my baby.♥
Let's work hard for our future ok ?

Happy Birthday

2009-06-15T13:16:00.000+08:00

Town w baby today.
Went Bugis for lunch w parents thn head off t Plaza Sing and waited for baby t arrive.
Movie of th day was "Land of th land".
Not bad, rating should be 5/5 stars :D
Bus back & daddy bought us durian t eat.
Damn yummy la. Baby has been eating durians for 1 week plus.
Aftertht baby went home & I'm blogging here.
Tml we'll be heading down t Vivo t celebrate our 17th month.
Btw,
HAPPY idk how many years bdae t JACK TEO !
Bye !
Ps/ no photos again ):

2 more

2009-06-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

Welcome back ANTHONY MARULI :D
Anyw, today suppose t go town w baby but ended up we stay home.
Baby cook lunch gimme & himself. Damn sinful laaaaaaaa.
Been swimming for th past two days w him at Bedok Swimming Complex.
Tml town t buy baby's stuffs & celebrate our 17th Month.
Monday there's no school & I'm super happy.
Blah blah.
Happy 3rd month Marneed.
We lubb yewwww :D
Bye !

这感觉已经不对

2009-06-13T14:07:00.000+08:00

I always fail my part as a girlf,
but I never ever fail t love you faithfully.
At times, I may think tht we are never meant for each other.
We quarrel over th smallest issue.
I'm sorry for attitudes I've given you lately or being so sensitive.
I love you thousands baby <3

Why Do

2009-06-11T14:35:00.000+08:00

Why do I feel uncomfortable upon hearing it ?
Jealous or just plain buie song?
Recently, dunno why will get upset/jealous alot.
I hope it's just my thinking.
Bye.
& I hope you don't go...

5 more

2009-06-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

Yester head off t Bibi's place after school. Before heading t his place, went t Hg mall t tabao food for him & bought Polo's cakes for his mom.
Lunch'd & rest awhile & we went jogging after tht.
Before I got th chance t wear my shoes, Bibi's dog suddenly kee siao & attack me.
Jogged all th way t Fiona's hus & had alit talk w her & she head'd off t Hg Mall w Anna.
Continue t Pungol Park & we walk'd one round. While heading home, we tried all th facilities at block downstairs.
Home,Bath & prepare t go Hg Pt & meet up w AhJak & co. & Leen.
Cabb back t Tamp w Leen & I went home.
Today woke up rather late today. Prepare & went t meet th girls at Jurong East.
Walk'd over t th library & start'd webcammy.
Ps/ All upload'd in FB (:
Went over t Hg aftermath & leave for home at around 8.
Tml sch starts at 830Am :s
Bye.

Ps/ 5 more days baby !

Whad's

2009-06-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

Just want a normal family,
isit too hard ?
Mom move'd home t stay while dad moves in t Grandma's place.
Meaning Marilyn is sleeping at th hall again.
& I think it's for a week ?
Dad just went down t drink.
All he kno is t drink drink drink instead of saving this family, this home.
Dun understand whad is he thinking about.
Keep saying he want t save this family, yet he do nothing.
Mom keep saying want t give up this rls, yet she still give in t dad.
Ah ! Fuck la.
I feel like gg out.
I feel like crying.
I feel like meeting Bibi.
I feel like seeing Marneed now...

Forever

2009-06-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

Heading t Bi's house.
Bye!

Edit'd/1025PM
Hougang/Suntec/Marina/Bugis.
& Baby bought a pair of couple stich for me again for our 17th months & I bought him Gundams. We macham buy soft toy today sia !
Lesson for this week :

Mon 8.30am - 3.15pm
Tue 8.30am - 11.30am
Wed No lesson
Thur 8.30am - 11.30am
Fri 8.30am - 3.15pm

So, Wed I'll be heading down t Bugis t get sth for Baby for our 17th Month(maybe) thn off t Hougang.
Tml, Baby is coming t my place & we'r gg t jog t Expo thn back home. Tues will be heading t Hg t jog (:
Thinking of tml school, I start t headache liao.
Nights

Always

2009-06-07T07:17:00.000+08:00

Always as one.

School yester was tiring. POA was easy now I guess, but th lecture is alit too boring tht I nearly doze off.
Home after tht & sleep till 8 plus. Head off t 85 w Linng. Diong's store for food/ Linng's house t lepak w her.
She bought a packet of Hokkien Mee & wanting t go home eat, but she said she's lazy t go home eat, So ended up at her house downstair. Like I nei dai her like tht.
Today met Leen for breakfast thn head off t dental appt w my parents. Mum & I got our teeth pluck out. Numbbbbb like hell. Pain like hellll !
Head off home & waitng for Bibi t come over & find me
Bye

Edit'd/1228AM

Back home from dinner at 85/Slack w Linng & Diong.
Ps/ Girl, no matter whad, we're always here for you.
Whad'r sisters/brother for eh ?
Love youuu.
Tml will be heading t town w Bibi t get his stuffs again.
& just now we took many f. funny pictures. I'll post it tml thn.
Nights.

Fucked Up

2009-06-05T13:43:00.000+08:00

Angry angry angry. Went t school at same time & found out tht lesson was being postpone t 12.
Neverm, we walk'd t th nearest mac for breakfast & slack. Thn Fatiqah receive a msg saying tht lesson was cancel. Angry sia !
So th whole lot of us walk'd t Commomwealth Station & home one by one.
Alight'd at Tana Merah w Ken & we walk'd back home. & he stay damn near t me.
Slept after I reach home & woke up t prepare & meet Baby at Tamp t buy his stuffs.
Dinner was at Bali Thai, not bad?
Thn he bought Bakerzin's cake for me ! Yumm.
Seperat'd w him at Tamp & head'd t 85 t look for my dad thn t 56 for lepak session.

Linng bring her sis along & we went up t Leen's house for awhile before heading back home.

Bye, Im gg t sleep soonnnnn !

Friends ?

2009-06-04T01:07:00.000+08:00

Lovers or friends ?

Sch starts at 830 & end'd at 315. Shag sey !
After sch, walk'd t Commonwealth & took a train down t Bugis & met up w Baby.
V8 for food thn went over t Bugis's Street ZiNC & change'd my bag. Chitchat w brother Rae thn head off t Leen's shop.
Walk'd around before deciding t head down t Geylang for durians. Suddenly, Baby ask'd if I want t eat smelly toufu, so we walk'd over. Damn tiring I tell youuuu.
Aftermath, walk'd over t City Plaza since we're nearby & there whn we started arguing & havin coldwars again.
Whad's wrong w asking price sia. I dun get it seyyy !
& I DUN GO FOR LABLES HORRR MR LJH.
You like Legos, I like Lv/Gucci. Whad's th difference ?
Bus'd 24 home & I pangsai got smelly toufu smell sia.
Damn digusting.
Bye, tml lesson at 830 again. New chapter.

Birthday of th day : Ebene & Smian !
PS/ Ebene, I hope you'r still alive & coping well w your gangster/guaikia's life.
Please do not upset you mommy or love ones anymore.
Thy care'd for you like how I used t in th past.
Stop doing wrong things & end'd up inside once again.
I hope you contac me asap.
Misses*

Smian, last long w ahsiao but dont forget us alright.
We'll always be there for you.
Meet up soon !

Eternity

2009-06-03T13:02:00.000+08:00

I'll love you always.

Woke up at 6Am t prepare for sch, train'd t Tamp, met Fatiqah thn off t sch.
Lesson/Breaktime/Lesson/Hougang.
Went over t mall & bought lunch back t Bi's place.
Lunch/Hug/Kiss/Cuddle/Play'd Spot th difference/Tamp/Home.
Will be heading down t Bugis St tml t change my bag at ZiNC. Gotta see old pals again :D
Baby yester morning was so sweet.
He sent me this msg:
" Baby, you today first day school. I wish you good luck & make some friends. But dont forget me:) i love you baby:) study hard also. Dont too guailan also."
& in th noon, he pissed me off. But fine after today (:
I hope baby get well soon. If not tml he no need come bring me t school alrey.
Lesson tml will start at 830 & ends at 315. WTFUCKKKK! Cmf sleep one.
Bye, nights.

Ps// Happy advance 18th bdae t Smian &
Happy advance 19th bdae t Ebene !
Ebene, faster call me assholeee ! I hope you've receive'd my new numb by now :D

What

2009-06-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

Cann I kno whad am I t you.
Ahhh, I got no mood t blog cause,

I'm pissed off by someone.
Im too tired from school.
My legs hurts from walking.

Sch is fun w many friends made.
I'm eating a box of durian now.
Bye, off t bed after hanging up on th phone w Linng & Leen !

Day

2009-06-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

Two of us

Din get th chance t meet Baby again.
Head'd down t Bugis & met my parents. Today spent hundred over again.
Topshop/Dorothy Perkins/Bugis St's shoes & Giordano(idk how t spell).
Cabb back home t put my stuffs thn met up w Linng, train'd t Bugis AGAIN.
Walk'd over t Leen's shop & wait her t end work. LJS for early dinner.
Oh, I went back t ZiNC & find my brotherrrr RAE.
He say he will help me ask if I can go back work & let Linng work too !
Train back t Bedok thn t 85. Aftermath, went over t Leen's house thn Tamp.
Bought stuffs for school/personal. Bought bread(s) & we macham 3 poor girls eating bread at th bus Q there.
Home & Im gonna prepare stuffs for tml.
Meeting Fatiqah at 720AM. Dunno can wake up not.
Bye.
Hope tml sch is fun. Aftertht will be heading t town/Hougang/Expo food fair.
Yea, tml got food again !
Baby baby, I miss youuuu !

PS/ Marilyn hate blackies !
Thy macham scare bus will fly away.
Thy macham scare train will swim away ! BOOO !
Two days alrey ! Right Linng ?!

Ps// Good luck t dearies for tml O's.
I believe th two of you can do it.
I lubb yewwww girlsss ! <3

Expo

2009-05-31T13:42:00.000+08:00

Wahh, today whole day rain sey !
Din meet bibi for today & maybe tml too.
Went over t Tamp1 with parents for food at th Jap Street, Idk how t spell it.
UniQlo & some other shops for shopping.
Went back home t put my stuffs & met up w leen & Ray.
Expo for John Little & Food Fair.
Wait'd for Linng t come over while Ray went off.
Shop around & we headed back t New Upper Changi Rd for our dinner.
Walk'd over t Tana Merah t meet Ray just t get back Leen's file.
Life revolves only within Baby & em !
Home sweet home after tht.
Tml will be heading dwn t Bugis w parents again t get my shoes.
So, will be meeting baby only on Monday I guess .

PS: Tml suppose t be our wedding day.
You remember baby ?
Wonder how is babyboy doing up there.
Hello Marneed. I miss you. We love you !

LAUGH

2009-05-30T14:55:00.000+08:00

On our way home

Stich we won & 1/2 of my collection at grandma house.

Collection at grandma house

Stich of th day !

Webcam at home
Posting from my fave t least fave.(:

Thanks

2009-05-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

Born t love you.

Town with Hunn. Had sushi/jap buffet located at The Cathy B1.
Th service sucks. Th waiting time sucks.
But food nice !
Head over t Plaza Sing & we play'd Jackpot ! Manage t catch 1 stich. & we tried again,
but we left 2 try t Jackpot. Due t low cash, we gave up.
But there's a nice auntie, she played for us, & gave me th stich.
So we change it t th couple stich.
Bus back home & webcammm ! Funny bodoh !
I'll post it at th next post (:
Baby took some of my stich back t Hg t keep it in his room
Bye !
There's a cat staying outside of my house now & he/she is fcuking cute bodoh !

2009-05-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

-- MarilynMarneed' マリリン ❤ says:
Ask africa, if we cann donate our fats.
Ppl donate money, we donate fats.
Haha

[c=#000000][b][u][i]L[/u][/c][c=#460046]ing[/b][/i][/c] [c=29]♥[/c] says:
no put all our fats at breast there
song lah

-- MarilynMarneed' マリリン ❤ says:
too big not nice
somemore i short

[c=#000000][b][u][i]L[/u][/c][c=#460046]ing[/b][/i][/c] [c=29]♥[/c] says:
my breast small put all my fats there should be bigger than them abit
lol

-- MarilynMarneed' マリリン ❤ says:
haha. maybe
if my fats can convert t height, i should be th same height as youuu
wahahahaha

[c=#000000][b][u][i]L[/u][/c][c=#460046]ing[/b][/i][/c] [c=29]♥[/c]
lol

-- MarilynMarneed' マリリン ❤ says:
really leh

[c=#000000][b][u][i]L[/u][/c][c=#460046]ing[/b][/i][/c] [c=29]♥[/c] says:
haha

-- MarilynMarneed' マリリン ❤ says:
wah. i scare i show ahliao th blog. later he leave me for her.
haha
thn go kno her
loll

[c=#000000][b][u][i]L[/u][/c][c=#460046]ing[/b][/i][/c] [c=29]♥[/c] says:
dont show lah
if me i also wont show
lol

-- MarilynMarneed' マリリン ❤ says: (12:15:29 AM)
why eh

[c=#000000][b][u][i]L[/u][/c][c=#460046]ing[/b][/i][/c] [c=29]♥[/c] says:
dont wan lah

-- MarilynMarneed' マリリン ❤ says:
he dare he go befriend w her.

[c=#000000][b][u][i]L[/u][/c][c=#460046]ing[/b][/i][/c] [c=29]♥[/c] says:
i zhi bei

-- MarilynMarneed' マリリン ❤ says:
if he come back begging, i kill him
wahahahaha.

All

2009-05-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Overdue-d Photo

Heading over t Leen's house for nails session instead of Hougang.
& might be heading over t Expo for some sales.
Blog whn I'm back.
Bye !

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Currently helping Linng t do her coursework chart. But idk why my excel is giving me problems. Fuckit, Sorry girl.
Tml will be heading out w baby.
We still dunno where t goooo !
I miss you dearie

19

2009-05-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

Till death do us apart.

19 more days t 17th monthsary.
& MARILYN GOT NO SCHOOL ON THT DAY !
Heeeeee~
Heading over t hougang later on.
Bye.

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Back from Hougang/lepak w sis.
Badminton again with th kids. This time round, ahmei fell down.
Bleeding & bleeding. Lots of blood.
Home after tht. Bath & sleep for awhile.
Back t Bedok. Had a little tiff w baby & I emooo !
Lepak w sis & home at 11.
Now, Marneed should be 1 month & 2 weeks old alrey.
So fast, 2 months alrey.
Thn it'll be 3rd, 4th, 5th....
Bye.

Last

2009-05-27T14:19:00.000+08:00

I wan t be your last romance.

Headed t 85 & met Eric for breakfast in th morning.
Gosh. I regretted walking over. Damn hot !
Thn aftermath, we train'd over t Raffles Quay t get my money at kor's bank.
But ended up went off empty handed.
Accompany Eric t buy his fishing equipment & bus'd back Bedok t bank in my cheque. Withdraw some money & head'd t Hougang while Eric went hme (?)
Today weather is so wierd. Sunshine in th morning thn it rain in th noon.
Waited for bibi t prepare & we went t E-Hub. Movie of th day was "The Conspiracy"
Saw one of my Sec classmate & we sign up for NeBO card cause he's working.
Arcade & we spent 75 bucks t catch one stich. & many many sweets !
KAOOOOO !
Thn we walk'd back t inter. Train back while Bibi took a bus back from Pasir Ris.
Lepak w sis for awhile & home.
No pictures for today outing.
& I realise, everytime we go out, we never take photos & our album is rotting

Shitm

2009-05-26T13:58:00.000+08:00

I feel so shit now.

Back from baby's place/dinner w sisters.
Morning went over t Hg & we bring th kids dwn t play badminton while ahmei cycle.
Aftermath, we went over t playground for catching.
Home & bath. Slack awhile & I went over t Leen's house.
Dinner & home.
Dunno why, these few days eat liao either I wan t pangsai or vomit.
Falling sick soon ! Ambulance/Hospital will soon be visited by me one day agn.
So, I just vomited whad I ate & it's my only meal of th day.
Nbbb !
My head feels so heavy now.
Guess will be heading t bed once baby calls me.
Tml breakfast w Eric thn heading t Hougang again.
Bye.

Ps/ Dunno is baby nvr saw my msg or whad.
He hack care me cause he got tbbbbb !

Baby,

2009-05-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

Heading t town t meet parents for lunch thn heading over t Baby's place(maybe) & accompany him (:
Bye

Edit'd/1023

Jus got home from baby's home.
Had a huge quarrel w my aunt in th morning & I cried all th way t Bugis on th bus.
Wahlao, I damn weak. I quarrel w ppl, I will cry one siak !
Weak point siol !
Supposing t meet daddy & mommy for lunch at 1230 & tht's whad dad told me.
So, I reached at 1215 & thy just started their gym session. NB !
I wait'd an hr for em & we went over t hav our lunch.
Aftermath, met baby at HG PT & we bought our stuffs t cook. Tdy we made pohpia & we fried it.
Yummy except for th carrots/cucumbers & lettues.
Slack & home. Im sorry baby tht cause you t quarrel w you mom.
Still wondering if I should go over tml or lepak w sisters.
School starting in less thn a week & no more late nights w sisters/baby.
Sigh. Still wondering if we should go kelong in June &
holidays w baby&family in July.
Stress siak !
Family, Grandma, School, Sisters, Baby & relationship.

We Will

2009-05-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

Forever his.

Baby jus left my house for home.
Today went over t Tiong Baru & met up with Baby's sister & her husband.
He drove us t Westmall & we started working. Aftertht is Jurong Pt thn end off at Bukit Panjang.
Went over t Lot 1 & she treated me late lunch/early dinner.
Train'd over t Tamp t meet baby & went over t challenger t get th keys.
Pasarmalam for food aftertht & home.
Wahlao, I alot photos t post but I cant.
If I post th night lepak one, Linng & Smian will post my unglam's one.
If I post baby's one, he sure kpkb one !

PS/ Where are you ebeneeee tannggg !

Till death do

2009-05-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

Meet Baby's sis at Tamp at 11.
Today locations are : Tamp Megacourts, Tamp1's Challenger, Parkway's Harvey Norman & Best Denki, IMM's Challenger, Jurong Pt's Harvey Norman.
Suppose t hav 9 outlets t go, but we manage t cover 6.
Tml need t go Jurong Pt, Bukit Panjang & Westmall & Baby is meeting us tml tooooo !
Got th photos from Fiona during 16th May gathering & yester lepak with Leen.
Bye.

16th May Gathering

Lepak with Leen

愛しています

2009-05-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

I miss those days

Breakfast with Leen & Linng thn headed t Queenstown t meet baby in train.
IMM thn Jurong Pt for movie.
We bought 5 burgers in & a 1.5L of Ju Hua Cha in.
Night of th Museum was not as nice as whad I expected.
After tht, we took a train all th way t Joo Koon & back t Outram where Baby alight for home & I continue my journey t Tana Merah.
Settle down & went over t Bedok Libray t look for Leen,Ray & Seryuan.
Look'd for baking info while th rest study & Ray use my lappy untill no battery
Went off at 9 & walk'd home.
Lepak & dinner w Leen,Linng & Smian.
So long never slack w Smian alrey.
See th two untill sian ! haha . JK !
Smian, come lepak w us more mannnn !
BROTHERRRR !
Tml will be heading t work with Baby's sister & his coming t look for us aftertht !
& t th passerby tht tagg'd in baby's blog,
Who told you I didnt appreciate & treasure him well.
You heard it or saw it or experienced it before yourself ?
Dont say anything tht's not th truth.
Not happy w me, come my blog or even leave dwn your num so I cann call you .

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2009-05-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

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ฉันรักเธอ

2009-05-21T13:19:00.000+08:00

Back from Baby house/dinner with parents/lepak w leen.
Starting work on Fri though it's a day, but at least I got money.
Found someone t work w me on tht day too alrey.
Money money money here I comeeee !
Seriously, IDK t blog.
My baby ask me t blog long long.
So I trying t blog long long long.

ทารกฉันรักคุณมากมาก !

ใจร้าว

2009-05-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

I wan t look for this thai movie call "Pid Term Yai Hua Jai Wa Woon"
Sth related t this Mv.
Focus ใจร้าว - รอเธอหันมา Ror Ter Han Ma is th Female thai vs singer, Chinese vs is sang by a Male thai (:

Eventually

2009-05-20T11:23:00.000+08:00

Our love seems t be drifting;
You, are like a stranger t me now;
I dont feel th kind of feelings I had in th past;
Everything seems like gonna stop, One day.
Are you gonna hold on t me if I let go of you.
Are we able t overcome th obstacles tht lies ahead ?
Or are you gonna let go of it afterall.
There's nothing I can do other thn crying.
I guess, depression is knocking on my door alrey.
Are you gonna stay by my side always or;
Are you gonna leave me facing it all myself again.
Baby, how long will we last ?
Baby, you kno how important you'r t me.
I really cant bare t lost you.

RANDOM

2009-05-19T15:00:00.000+08:00

Found this post @ IDK where.
---
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.

Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia."

I fear ...

[ ] black people
[X] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[X] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[X] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far: 3

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[X] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] deep water
[X] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[X] rats
[ ] snow

total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[X] crossing hanging bridges
[X] death
[ ] heaven
[X] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

total so far: 3

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[X] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[X] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old

total so far: 5

[X] creepy noises in the night
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[X] needles
[X] blood

total so far: 2
Total: 17

Now re-post with:
I'm afraid of (number of cross) out of 60 common fears.

Result

2009-05-19T13:06:00.000+08:00

Result of me wearing fake eye lashes.
Idk isit wierd nottttt.
Anyw, Met up with th two L(s) & R for dinner at 56 coffeeshop & 85 market.
Slack thn home.
Conflicts & more conflicts !
Blah blah blah.
Where's our used t sisterly love ?
Baby baby, I miss you badly.
You cmf never miss me again.
See you tomorrow !

Let's Get

2009-05-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

My night has become a sunny dawn because of you.

Heading over t town soon with Sohmian.
Guess, Linng gonna pray me alrey.
Might be heading over t Baby's place tomorrow & tomorrow th tomorrow.
Blog when I'm back !

16th months

2009-05-18T10:27:00.000+08:00

Recently, Did a video of photos for Baby for our 16th Months,
I hope baby love itttttttttt !
I know it's plain, but but but, It's my first time maaaaaa (:

ITE

2009-05-18T04:44:00.000+08:00

I wanna spend th rest of my life, with you.

Yesterday,
train'd dwn t Bugis t meet Baby, LokeChoon, Lili & her Bf.
Walk'd over t Liang Seah St & meet Fiona & Anna.
Steamboat & LimYongTeck came over & join us.
He left at 9Pm while we continue till 10Pm.
Teck botakkkk now hen suai ehhh !
Ps/ I saw ANGELINA FONG SI MUNNNNNNN.
FUCK YOU BITCH NO WONDER MY 4D FLY AWAY. CBBBBB !
& MR JASON LIAO MAKE MY LV SPOIL . LAGI SWEY !
Left Liang Seah St at 10Pm,
Fiona & Anna went K, th rest went home.
Baby change his shift jus t accompany me for th whole night yesterday.
Thankyyyyyy babbbby !
Finally, after so many months,
I got t cuddle hug, baby t sleep. Smell his breathe early in th morning.
Prepared at 10 & went off t Bedok Inter for brunch at KFC.
Went over t Laser Fair & find cousin.
Seperate w baby after tht & he's sleeping now.
Later he gotta work.
Wont be meeting him till Wed I guess ?
Off t bed ! BYE

PS/ Baby said he saw th video I made for him for our 16th months alrey ^^

Baby,
I love you more & more each day.
Thanks for everything you gave, did to/for me.
Love you hunn !

Just

2009-05-17T07:04:00.000+08:00

Just wanted t spend th night with you later on,
guess it's gonna postpone again.
Bye, heading off t Fiona's pre-bdae celebration.